haiz...

felt like being betrayed.... nobody had betrayed me b4... coz in the 1st place i dun tell secret.. u are the 1st 1 betrayed me... n u are the 1 making me disappointed the most... u did something tat betrayed urself oso n u didnt even realise... all those things u told me were lies... u said these n u did that... wonder wats wrong with u... felt like being cheated by u... u made me suspect u with bad intention ... i told myself not to think so much maybe i'm too sensitive... but i felt like i'm being made use of.. or even spare tire.. to forgive ? or to forget?? worth it to forget ? haiz... sad to say this out... but this has been kept with me a few days le... cant endure anymore.. hope i will feel better after saying out...